There is a certain way the light
hits a brown haired woman
pulling coffee from a metallic cow
The hissing moo
rises like steam off the morning
vgrass in late December
Her eyes down-turned
and concentrating
a hint of colored moss
sketched across her brow
When she smiles
an orderly row of stacked
white granite boulders
find the sun
Her hair slips to either side
vof her face
fog splitting around a peak
And yet it is more than these things
of light that pull my eyes to her
It is the shadows
not dancing or becoming
something else
Just shadows
darken her cheeks
bringing her real light to the surface
She is her own sun
CARPET
Here, as the dream begins to unroll
a carpet of such intricate design
that a thousand ancient weavers
gave their eyesight to the task
now gone
we tread carefully across their handiwork
blessing their blindness
with soft footsteps
our eyes caressing
the golden pattern
and human weave
I would walk with you
here in this neighborhood
of a hundred Taj Mahals
and sultry shacks of being
understanding that wherever we step
this is home
wherever we touch
another street lamp grows
to illuminate our next
tomorrow
woven bright and golden
within our own blue and white
carpet
the sky above our heads
RED
She reads harshly
her sailor's sunset hair
brambled, escaping ties
any attempt at fashionable bondage
Her long blue jeans
are spiked by cowboy boots
sharp toes
She has to be smart
Her eyes chew across the pages
sucking the words from sentences
fileting paragraphs
Garlic fills the short patch of sky
between her green eyes and the blue book
A curl of spiritual smoke
rises up from the red-haired barbecue
She folds herself into the seat
The window fans a countryside below her
but she reads across the hurtling
Her neck braced by a foam horse shoe
She yawns but will not sleep
framed by the darkening window
I can only imagine her dreams
how she must fight to own them
then awake each morning
her eyes red
TAMARA'S OPENING
She stands alone in the gallery
eyes painting with hate
the large black and white photos
of those men
who called themselves lover
Each opened her legs with a secret word
pried her knees apart with fulcrum glance
pushed himself within her repeatedly
until she saw white
Then left in the mist of a dark cloud
quick as a startled breeze
They bought her with dinners in international cafes
Sold her to their mothers
fathers, brothers, sisters
One kissed her on the cheek with Mafia lips
a faint idyll of gunpowder remains
from his greasy finger in her ear
which he made her clean of wax
with her red mouth
The gun in her hand slowly lifts
a crowd has assembled behind her
they have brought money
and cotton balls
She turns to face them
not sure who to shoot
They pull back
a school of fish facing a hungering walrus
She shows them her tusks
points the gun behind her
a blind sharpshooter
toward her past
The first crack shatters plaster
the gallery owner winces
a lady in fur begins writing out a check
her banker husband rolls cotton into his ears
The next shot shatters a Kodak chin
and a long-haired blonde in leotards
puts her left hand between her legs
A booming puff of smoke
gives the frozen Sicilian a black eye
that will never heal
(unlike her own, which did)
She turns away from the crowd
smiles at her tormentors
Six bullets perform heart surgery
Six more, vasectomies
The last six obliterate
a hand
a shoulder
an ear
a knee, hip
Adam's apple
Now hot, she blows blue wind
from the aperture
camera, gun
weapon, tool
She bows as the crowd applauds
The owner wipes dew from his forehead
with white silk
The dowager tears her check
from the book of money
The blonde sucks her own moisture
from a happy finger
The artist smiles
knows how she will spend her percentage
THE SOUL STARTS AS AN IDEA OF LIGHT
The soul starts as an idea of light
The earth, in its revolving ardor
acts as a kaleidoscope
bending, refracting, redirecting
these beams of existence
This time a mother, next time a saint
This time a sister, the time after
a priest who refuses to recant
Shot
life-after-life
through this filter of water and dirt
and never any growth
unless it really hurts
Pain
is the treasure map of existence
and while joy is the goal
pleasure must be resisted
We are light
in various colors
until finally
no sisters
or fathers or brothers
alone at the start
we all end together
as one universe
in a single heart
SWEET FLIGHT
She is this long butterfly
with four winds
feathery tendrils
others mistake for arms and legs
No one she knows understands
that she is capable
of this sweet flight
a rising up
into the night
pulling the white sheet
and cottony blanket up
up with her